Dozens of eyes look at me
sing and play my guitar
and I'm so far, somewhere
everywhere, anywhere but here
I'm scared to death
I'm cold, I'm hot
I wish somebody would give
me a shot, to end my nightmare
I'm so tired of trying
praying for a clot
to kill me now
I reach out but no one's here
just me and my fear
echoing back and forth
I'm losing my grip
No one but me can hear
my shouting fear
I am my own savior
I cannot escape my desire
to heal and cry out myself
again on the stage, I'm fighting my cage
I sing my fears, self-hate and rage
and I'm scared to death
My senses are blurred, I tremble
and still I insist to be heard
Somehow I keep on standing
waiting to end this song
this pain or my life
and it feels like I'm dying
I reach out but no one's here
just me and my fear
echoing back and forth
I'm losing my grip
No one but me can hear
my shouting fear
I am my own savior
I’m scared to death…