Will I ever stop getting bored so fast?
I can barely stay a second around anyone
Will It ever end, being loved and then,
Chasing just the ones who still do not see
All the good in me
I feel bad that I feel bad again,
With all the luck I’ve had,
How can I be so sad?
Will It ever stop hurting everytime
I do not meet expectations?
I guess, It’s only me who cares
I feel bad that I feel bad again,
With all the luck I’ve had,
How can I be so sad?
With all the luck I’ve had
There are still some things I’m not ready to tell
Things I keep forgetting but remember too well
Now I'm in the mood for losing a few layers
I'm in the mood for losing some layers
Did I lose my mind when I was high?
Did I hurt somebody when I didn't lie?
Now I’m in the mood for losing a few layers
I’m in the mood of losing some layers
If I’d tell,
Would you stay?
Is it just the tiny voice inside my head
Whispering ״stop, don’t say too much״
But these walls need to be broken down
Yeah It’s not too late
Happiness is only real when shared
But if I feel it now, then why are you still scared?
Let's get in the mood for losing a few layers
Yeah I’m in the mood for losing some layers
If I’d tell,
Would you stay?
Is it just the tiny voice inside my head
Whispering “stop, don’t say too much”
But these walls need to be broken down
Yeah It’s not too late
It’s not too late
It’s not too late
It’s not too late
You wanna lose your mind
So there’ll be no one there to blame
Your self-destructive habits
Won't blur out the traces of your shame
And it's very hard to trust
When you can't trust yourself
Time’s flying fast
And you keep trying to escape
Troubles don't last forever, no
You can't control the weather, I know
If you don't repress your sorrow
It probably will not hurt as much tomorrow
She told you growing up
Is to break free of all your fears
Will you keep making up excuses
For a million years?
You’re spending so much money
On searching who you are
But you׳re always changing
And you just can not be found
Troubles don't last forever, no
You can't control the weather, I know
If you don't repress your sorrow
It probably will not hurt as much tomorrow
I haven't written songs in a long time
There’s not much weighing down on me
If I don’t wanna be sad now,
I shouldn't fight so hard to be
I know you wanted me to grow up
‘Cause there is so much more to life
“It isn’t wise to close your eyes now,
Blind to the hands that are reaching out”
Fear creeping in
Don’t tell me that I can’t
Spaced out again
Teach me how to concentrate
If I decide to try being healthy
It better be because of me
I know you didn’t try to hurt me
I’m just reflecting the old me
Fear creeping in
Don’t tell me that I can’t
Spaced out again
Teach me how to concentrate
You woke up late
And now you’re sad again
Can’t make you laugh
Defeated by the rain
You want to be apart
No clues were left behind
You chose to close your heart
I want to close mine too
But I can’t think of nothing else
Think of nothing else
But you feel like love
Is it love?
I can’t tell the difference
The difference
You’re afraid to trust
Is it lost?
I can’t tell the difference
The difference
Guess it was brave
Unveiling how I felt
Broke my barriers
Ran into yours instead
I heard the hesitation
When you invited me to your home
Can’t help wandering
What would have happened if I’d come
I can’t think of nothing else
Think of nothing else
But you feel like love
Is it love?
I can’t tell the difference
The difference
You’re afraid to trust
Is it lost?
I can’t tell the difference
The difference
Finally lonely, Just as I wished
No one's looking, Can do as I please
You can’t see what I’m doing to myself
You can’t stop me even if I wanted you to
Everyone wants to be at their best
When they’re here I forget how I felt
For one moment I even want you to stay
Then I remember how exhausting it’s to play
Hide and seek
I revealed a secret so you wouldn’t think I’m fake
Maybe you love me more
Maybe you love me less
I couldn’t sleep all night
Couldn’t sleep all night
So I asked to be left alone tonight
Sometimes it feels good, but never feels right
I know what I want to do when something aches
Why do I have to hide it before you come back
I revealed a secret so you wouldn’t think I’m fake
Maybe you love me more
Maybe you love me less
I couldn’t sleep all night
Couldn’t sleep all night
Sometimes I disappoint myself
Cause I don't want to disappoint you
Sometimes I disappoint my parents
Cause I don't want to disappoint myself
And life is just a little more challenging than I expected
What do I want to do? What should I do now?
Is it time to trust myself?
God knows I’ve made some mistakes
When love felt too hard to get
I haven't always seen the red lines
It Doesn't have to be that tough
But when I’m not brave enough
I get used to being confused and can not
always see the red lines
Sometimes I really want to stop
But I keep on going
Cause I love you
But then why does it feel so wrong?
And life is just a little more challenging than I expected
What do I want to do? What should I do now?
Is it time to trust myself?
God knows I’ve made some mistakes
When love felt too hard to get
I haven't always seen the red lines
It Doesn't have to be that tough
But when I’m not brave enough
I get used to being confused
And cannot always see the red lines
I have to admit, it's pretty hard
My ego’s drowning out the sound
Still I have compassion within me
I'll take the air cause I know it is time
(It is time to trust myself
God knows I’ve made some mistakes)
When love felt too hard to get
I haven't always seen the red lines
It Doesn't have to be that tough
But when I’m not brave enough
I get used to being confused
And cannot always see the red lines
I don't know why
I want us to be happy all the time
Sailing on sky
I want us to be happy all the time
I know it’s not a reasonable thing to ask
Maybe it's the drugs, maybe it's a mask
But I feel so lucky, so lucky
Today, today
I feel so lucky, so lucky
Today
I want your love
And It’s tempting to dive in
But I can't save you, my love
When I’m drowning
You live your dreams,
So why do you still feel it's not enough?
Maybe everything you wanted
Was already here from the start
You don’t need to fight,
Just go through the pain
If you’ve lost the light,
You’ll find it again
And I feel so lucky, so lucky
Today, today
I feel so lucky, so lucky
Today, today
I want your love
And it׳s tempting to dive in
But I can't save you, my love
When I'm drowning
So I don’t know why
I want us to be happy all the time
Sailing on sky
I want us to be happy all the time
All the time
Why am I afraid to feel
Why am I afraid to feel
Your sadness?
Your sadness
Why am I afraid to lose
Why am I afraid to lose
My parents?
My parents
And I feel so selfish
Hiding away
Smoking away
Singing away
My troubles
Why am I afraid to love
Why am I afraid to love
Endlessly?
Endlessly
And I feel so selfish
Hiding away
Smoking away
Singing away
My troubles
I forgive myself, I forget myself
Don't you feel it's such a joy
Don't you think it's such a joy
Not to worry?
Not to worry
