I Couldn't Help Myself

You look up I look down, I pretend I don’t care
But I can’t help stare you out, as you touch her hair
I’ve done it again I don’t wanna be friends
I still reach for you at night
I don’t wanna deny That when I close my eyes, I hope its not the end
I couldn’t help myself
I tried not to look for signs
I know that you're not mine
I hope you didn’t notice that I Couldn’t help myself
I tried not to look for signs
And I know that you're not mine I hope you didn’t notice that I....
You look up, there’s no sound
Everything disappears I try holding it down
Try holding the tears
I’ve done it again
But I don’t wanna be friends I still reach for you at night
I don’t wanna deny That when I close my eyes I hope it's not the end

I couldn’t help myself
I tried not to look for signs
And I know that you're not mine I hope you didn’t notice that I Couldn’t help myself
I tried not to look for signs
And I know that you're not mine I hope you didn’t notice that I
Couldn’t stop searching for your heart
Every time that you looked across with those bedroom eyes Do you remember our first time
I shouldn't do this to myself, it’s wrong
But I think about you all night long
If I try, Would you disappear in time
Even though I know you belong
Wrapped up in somebody else arms tonight It doesn’t mean I will not fall
With every smile I hear alarms
But my mind will not leave you alone
If I try
Would you disappear in time

I couldn’t help myself
I couldn’t help myself
I couldn’t help myself
I tried not to look for signs
I know that you're not mine
I hope you didn’t notice that I Couldn’t help myself
I couldn't help myself